being an adult is hitting me in full spectrum now. you know, the shit like where friends are getting pregnant, friends get married, friends die, friends get divorced, and friends move away. it's new to me, all of it and I don't know how to or what to think about any of it. thoughts, feelings and images run through my head. sure, that's pretty normal except I see my friend PJ lying in a casket at his wake. he was killed on a single car accident a couple weeks back at the intersection of winton road and french road in brighton. his wake and memorial service was the first ones I ever attended and it's not exactly a milestone that I'd like to remember but he's someone I would like to remember. one of my closer friends is pregnant but we barely even talk anymore and my best friend of 10 years/roommate just moved to DC for a new job. on top of that, I have to figure out how I'm going to afford to move out in a month and a half.
I don't really care anymore. the only thing that really upsets me anymore as consecutive bad tips at work. everything else that used to get to me or still does, I have no real right to bitch about any of it so I don't even bother with the emotions anymore. maybe when I'm all settled in my new place and pass my classes this semester, I'll feel better about everything. in the meantime, I'm gonna have to find some kind of emotional outlet.
don't get me wrong, I have things to look forward to. for example, the nintendo fusion tour featuring some of my favorite bands such as fall out boy, motion city soundtrack along with the starting like, boys night out and one of my new favorite bands, panic at the disco. I turn 23 years old on october 22nd this year and gotta figure out my plans then but it'll definitely start with watching the doom movie premiering on the 21st and then lots of drunkification. then more the following day. wee! lemme know if you want in.
stew, best of luck to ya at the US patent office and washington DC. better tell me all about the cool new weapons and firearms patents you'll be working on. and make sure to find some hottie down there that's well versed in physics. if she's not... well you'll have to at least make sure she knows the jet engine theory. just use my diagram below if you have any questions.
...you got an organ goin' there
no wonder the sound has so much body
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: DJ Shadow - Organ Donor (Extended Overhaul)